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[Monday
12:49pm July 2nd] |
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it's been awhile.
life sucks. goodbye.
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| fun filled day |
[Tuesday
10:18pm August 22nd] |
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download - base metal |
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yesterday was chris' birthday, so i went to smyrna and hung out at his moms house for a change. his moms house is so nice, she was basically working all day, so chris and i were playing video games and just hung out. we eventually went for a walk, and i even got to play spyro! i was just happy to see him, and be there with him so he wasn't so lonely on his birthday. i made him a cake, bought him his favorite food in the world, and gave him money for silent hill. my next check, i'm ordering him some shirts he wants. i have to make up for last birthday. i keep rerealizing everything that was lost in selfishness. i love this guy so much, he makes all my days perfect, just hearing his voice. i can't imagine him gone, and i want what we have to last forever. we've lost each other twice now, in the greed..and i'm not making it a third time, no matter what happens we always find our way back to each other. he says he wants to marry me, and i'm not complaining, not at all. his dad is fixing his house up to move, and it makes me sad :( all or our first memories were there. but on the plus side, he's moving in with me when his dad goes. i've already started saving for a car that i so desperatly need, hopefully i'll have a decent one soon.
i went shopping with my family today. bought some new clothes and went to grottos, actualy just ali and i did. it was pretty fun. then work which was even BETTER.
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| august 21st |
[Monday
12:17am August 21st] |
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 thoughtful |
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music |
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kmfdm - godlike |
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happy birthday chris!
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| what goes around comes back stronger |
[Thursday
12:02am August 17th] |
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mood |
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music |
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skinny puppy - who's laughing now? |
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beach today;
chris and i fell asleep at the beach house, then went to the boardwalk, then came home
it was amazing
ps: i'm going to chris' moms house for the first time on his birthday and i'm hopefully going out to dinner with him the same day. now i've met his mother, but only twice and both times were brief so i'm excited :)
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| songs starting with c |
[Sunday
2:49pm August 13th] |
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mood |
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 curious |
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music |
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shadows fall - what drives the weak |
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1. coffee & tv - blur
2. cracker - ohgr
3. clean - depeche mode
4. concrete - haujobb
5. confide in no one - hatebreed
reply & i give you a letter to post five songs titles of
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| a new level of confidence and power |
[Sunday
12:37am August 13th] |
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mood |
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sleepy |
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music |
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pantera - "this love" |
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the weather is once again changing, i absolutely love it
no more icky heat; atleast not at the moment
not sure when school starts, i just know it's soon
yuck
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| ozzfest |
[Wednesday
12:24am August 2nd] |
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mood |
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 thirsty |
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is friday, i dunno if i'm prepared to handle the heat. i don't do well in the sun, as most people know. sunday, i leave for wildwood..i'm coming back wednesday.
sure am gonna miss my chris :(
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| I Am You |
[Tuesday
1:35am August 1st] |
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mood |
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cranky |
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music |
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Depeche Mode- "Sinner In Me" |
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You have bound my heart with subtle chains
So much pleasure that it feels like pain
So entwined now that we can't shake free
I am you and you are me
No escaping from the mess we're in
So much pleasure that it must be sin
I must live with this reality
I am yours eternally
There's no turning back
We're in this trap
No denying the facts
No, no, no
No excuses to give
I'm the one you're with
We've no alternative
No, no, no
Dark obsession in the name of love
This addiction that we're both part of
Leads us deeper into mystery
Keeps us craving endlessly
Strange compulsions that I can't control
Pure possession of my heart and soul
I must live with this reality
I am you and you are me
I am you and you are me
I am you and you are me
I am you and you are me
There's no turning back
We're in this trap
No denying the facts
No, no, no
No excuses to give
I'm the one you're with
We've no alternative
No, no, no
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